I hope things get better SS! [emoji254]

I feel too too "big" today. My body is too big for how I feel.

It's "me", the 12yo and the Little One. We are still just hanging out, looking at the splintered white picket fence in pieces around us. The grass is green and the sun is bright. We are all silent. It feels like we are waiting on something. Everybody has questions but they don't want to ask them because there are no answers. Hum.

Kind of feels like it's ok for now. There is a strange comfort here. Not sure what that is.