T,
I've relapsed into my eating disorder again, but how am I supposed to tell you when you don't even know that I had an eating disorder in the first place? I mean, I hinted at it vaguely, but we haven't ever talked about it. And I want to talk to you about it, but I don't want help. I want to lose and lose and lose. I just want to talk to you about it. But I'm afraid you'll make me go to the hospital, or terminate with me, because what's the point of having a therapy client who doesn't even want to get better?
I probably won't even tell you.
Annie