Please tell me where there are "true" resources galore" please. Our mental health case managers just want you to take hi levels of medications, I am a Special Education Teacher of about 30 precious students that are my responsibility, I can't be sleepy or loopy while I'm trying to teach my students to read or write or learn their numbers.

Once a few months ago, when I was having a severe anxiety, depression, bipolar attack. I had no one to call and I was committed to taking my life. No note, no phone calls. Just get it over with. Then I thought about calling this HotLine. All I can say is that it was a joke. I don't know who felt better, me or the other. He didn't say anything to me I hadn't already heard!!! It was just the same **** I heard from my dr's, teacher friends, john, and other family members. I've had so many things go wrong with life over my last few years. I'm just ready for it to all be over.

I was diagnosed with Manic-Depressive Bipolar Disorder, with "Extremely High sexuality Disorder"in 1915. I've always know I was different, very emotional, craving love, I masterbated daily, many days three and four times. I knew a great deal about sex, how to Please and be pleased.

I'm sure this is way too much information in this blog spot.