Okay, gotcha... Thanks for answering. While I certainly acknowledge that your current feelings/emotions surrounding this are absolutely valid - it's also important to point out that your sample size (3 years) is very small in the grand scheme of things... There is A LOT of immaturity, adolescent drama, and petty B.S. that transpires during our high school years - people doing things to one another because they didn't know any better at the time and hadn't matured enough yet to act much differently. Then what happens is in our later adult years we're able to look back on our high school days with clarity and see things for how they really were. But I fully understand that when a person is going through these years - everything that transpires feels super important and can even feel threatening to the individual (like it's the end of the world if something goes wrong). I guess what I'm trying to convey here is please try not to place too much emphasis on this relatively short period of your life experience! What transpires in public school is not a reliable indication of what you will experience once you finish high school and move on to new life experiences with new people coming into your life... Try to look upon what you're going through as just a temporary 'phase' and you will pass through it and onto something else and something new...