So I start CBT with my T next Thursday. We'll see if it helps.

Today is one of those days when I think this isn't going to work. That MI and marriage don't mix. I feel like people are always mad at me because I'm sick. That doesn't make any sense to me. I didn't ask for any of this, but somehow I feel it's all my fault even when it isn't AND even when other people aren't blaming me. How messed up is that?