He was monitoring my posts on PC--I was acting a bit strangely though part of it was because I suspected he was monitoring me and when he denied it (despite possible evidence), it was making me crazy.
I don't mind the teasing. My attempt two years ago was really hard on us both. It is hard to talk about sometimes. My family and I blamed him more than he deserved for my actions. I have recovered a lot but occassionally my MI feels like the "elephant in the room" but I don't want to talk in depth about it all of the time. I prefer to be teased and just laugh about it. It doesn't traumative me--it relieves some of the tension. His jokes aren't mean--they are more like (when there is a story about a divorce) "poor guy, if he can survive a divorce, he can survive anything--I know what that must feel like!"