I go to a weekly therapist and a monthly psychiatrist for St. John's Wort 500mg (natural AD) maintenance.
I still have to figure out how much home is truly toxic.

The pinpoint of all this is success and romantic relations with women. Not only did I struggle with romance, but also with general interactions with women. I'm concerned It'll be too late to marry and grow a family if I ever wish to.
I am concerned about stigma relating to staying at parents' home from the woman's side since she may leave... This is about fear from the SO's fears/concerns. It's sad. I had a 1.5 months GF (first one) all of a sudden break up with me and never told me the reason. She said she can't put her finger on it. However, at one part during sorting the breakup when I attempted to understand her, she said "I don't want to hurt you", so from that I knew she knows the reason for that, and it was one reason I cut contact with her in the long run instead of staying friends.