The uncomfortable truth of the situation is that he is influenced by his disorders and that he's desperately wanting help to learn to overcome it but we hit setback after setback. He is a great guy when he's good and I do love him but it's the flip side is his vicious ranting. He can't deal with his emotions it can be like living with a toddler even down to the tantrums but only in a fully grown man

Doctors​, therapists​ etc expect me to be able to let him vent and erupt without letting it affect me. I should stay detached, let it roll off like water on a ducks back, it's not personal. But there are only so many times you can ignore being told that you're a selfish fat ***** and that your partner hates you before it starts to eat away at your confidence etc.