As of late, I have been feeling very down due to being by myself. And it isn't just in the relationship sense, it is more in a general sense. I've noticed for anything to happen with other people, I am the one to have to reach out to others for something to happen.

A thought crossed my mind earlier in where I sort of realized that no one truly seems to care or wonder how I am. No one ever reaches out to me to just simply ask "how are you doing" and that's... well just very depressing. I don't know, I am just in such a low place right now internally, feeling unwanted, un-cared for and sometimes rejected.

I've seen a psychologist before for other issues of feeling down or stuck, but I've never found it helpful. It would always feel like money being wasted just to have someone listen to what I say and not really provide much feedback or guidance on what to do. So yea