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Old May 20, 2017, 07:07 AM
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Originally Posted by sinking View Post
Thanks again everyone for answering and caring. i feel better about it today.

I dont like it, but my parents are paying my T cause i didnt have a job and enough money to pay her myself, so they obviously have to know if i quit T. also, if i quit, i can easily see my T calling my parents or my parents calling my T and talk about whats going on with me and i dont want that.

i think i'll cancel next appt - my way to show im angry and hurt - but then go back the next week. but i'll never go back to the self destructive subject.

yes, i think "frustrated" is the best word to describe how my T must feel about me. i did quit meds before in order to feel bad and it worked so im doing it again now. i dont have a pdoc, but anyway i dont feel like telling anyone what im doing anymore.

i think my T does DBT, but im not sure. and i have never heard about the drama triangle. i'll look it up. i dont think she has a supervisor.

i have tried crisis lines in the past but they didnt help a bit. so im not going to try again. i dont feel like talking with anyone anymore. i dont want to feel im bad, wrong or twisted and rejected again. im helpless and hopeless, i know it, i dont need anyone telling me that.
Are you an adult or a minor? I don't know what the rules are in Italy, but here in the US, if you're an adult, the T would not be able to tell your parents anything that you told T due to confidentiality laws. Could you just tell them that you don't think she's helping you right now and would like to see someone else?
Thanks for this!
sinking