Sounds like you've made a decision that is the best of the options for you right now. Maybe something or somebody will come along later? Definitely hope so for you.

For myself, I still like support groups and especially, meetup groups. Gives me a chance to be with people but not close to them necessarily, although in support groups we can be. But I've learned the hard way in support groups that being close to some people isn't necessarily such a good thing for them, or me. I guess that's something that most people pick up about relationships along the way of life, which I didn't. So I feel a little more confident about life in general now than I did 3 years ago when I first started with the meetup groups.

Best of luck to you!