When I start going down hill I start out by being too quiet, keeping to my self, letting small minute details aggrevate me, no more flowing ideas, start slowwing down, then BANG, I get pissed off over everything and at everyone. I yell at anyone in hearing distance. I have this rage that I have no control over, normally I end up kicking my self in the *** for the way I acted, then comes the depression, boy is that fun,,,,not. But everyone is different and has different meds and conditions that may play off each other. Start trackingyou moods and ups and downs, sometimes that helps, and talk to your doc.--Jen