Hi R,
Five more sleeps. I feel so freaking disconnected from everything, because I'm frustrated with myself. I want to be able to explore those difficult, tender places. I can't really do so outside of the sessions, because I don't have the faculties to support somebody else in dealing with their reaction to my honest emotional responses.
So...we'll start with the 'goals', and then I need to dive straight in. When I get to the place that I want to reach, that I'm scared of...don't let me back out. We've observed the pattern, now we break it, right?
See you on Thursday...
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin
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