Well this is hard to do very hard but I want to get this out and share it so I wont feel so alone.Im a compulsive liar and have used lieing as a coping skill to get through the horrors of my abuse for my whole life.Im very scared to share this with you all but I think it will help me to move forward.I have been lieing since I was a child and Im 52 now.I have been diagnosed with Bipolar Schizoaffective DID and PTSD.I am ready to face the reasons why I lie and tell the truth.I know the truth will set me free.I lie about everything I lie about my family relationships.I have a son but he doesnt talk to me and I have grand kids but I dont get to see them but I used to say I had a good relationship with him and with my grandkids.I lied about working and have been on disability since 2002.I lied about having a drivers license.There are so many lies I told but now Im ready to change.Im currently only seeing a psychiatrist but will call on monday to get a therapist.I have past bad issues with therapy so getting a therapist provokes fear in me.Thanks for listening and for any support you can offer

ladyrain