I don't exactly know where to post this but here it is. I posted the thread "Trying to diet" and I showed you a little bit of myself. I was fine with that at first. Later I didn't feel fine at all, I wished I wouldn't have told you about my hideous weight and my past. I was embarrassed to come back here so I stayed away. I do that all the time. Whenever I show something of myself, next thing I clam up and ignore you. I'm so sorry I did that but wonder at the same why. I don't know... and now that I have had a 'few' beers, I feel like I can tell you the whole story... my life story.... but don't be surprised if I'll stay away for weeks....