After what he did, I stopped talking, no eye contact with him... just sat there staring at the table. When I get really triggered, I go mute. In the past, the insiders don't let me get that triggered. The last time that happened was in T a few weeks ago, but my T was able to bring me back. I really don't know if he went inside or stayed outside. I wasn't looking up from the table.

I was able to talk about with some other people after the fact, after he had left, and that is when the decision about criminal trespass was made. I messaged the guys that were there and left me alone with him, and their response was that I seemed to be holding my own, and that if they stepped in that he would just go after them as well as me.

Still a little pissed at them, they don't really seem to understand. I tried to explain it, and they were just like "don't punish yourself cuz he's an asshole"... ya not the point... I needed backup or help and no one came. Even after I made it clear...