The grieving and crying is making me feel stronger. I CAN get through this. I'm letting myself feel sad and letting that child grieve that T is not going to be the answer, but she is going to help me find the answer. She wrote that we will let the child part unburden herself in the sessions so that she can go back to playing. I still don't quite understand what that means but T said she'll explain next time. I'm crying a lot but I can't help it.