art T,

I'm still hurt and angry about not being able to see you longer.
But still: it was good to say goodbye face to face. To reflect together what has been happening in this group situation for me, and why. I felt seen, I felt validated, and you never gave me the impression that those feelings of mine are out of place. Which was overall very important for me. A new experience. And hopefully another bit in rewriting the narrative of my life...

And also - despite my rage and my anger - to make the experience that we still have a working relationship, that you are still there, that you "allow" those feelings and don't get threatened by them. So this was another new one.

Still sad, still grieving. Slightly apprehensive about those referrals you gave me.
But not totally desolate any longer.

cr