I would undo all of the years that I've wasted in my adult life not learning or growing as a person.

I let the pain control me and make me lazy and weak, not to mention, I've learned very little and I haven't had any meaningful life experiences from the time I was 20 until I was over 24 years old.

I want to go back to being a 20 year old and redo my life so that I can have a better life now.