i dunno.... i cant stop crying....
i just want to disappear...
i hate this....
i really dont know how much more i can handle....
im hurting so badly....
i just want to make it all stop....
but it wont stop.... you know...?
it just wont stop.....
im supposed to go to therapy monday....
but whats the point... she doesnt think she can help me....

im scared this is the end....



i just cant keep going like this....
i cant.... you know....