Yes.. Especially suicidal feelings. I also hide other things like my drug use among others. But it's not out of fear of being thought to be manipulative. Sometimes i just don't tell people things.. Ever. Like my best friend doesn't know i quit my job last tuesday.. I don't know why i haven't told him. I do similar things with pretty much everyone
I guess i am just very secretive?? Thinking about it now i really don't understand it.