T,

I am going through hell right now. I need your help to help me pull through. I am sicker than a dog (thanks to my pdoc's ignorance) and I have to get surgery on top of that. Yeah, I'm not happy.

I suspect I'll be depressed tomorrow or something like that. My pdoc f_cked with my medication and I'm currently experiencing nausea, dizziness, diarrhea, cold sweats, chills, etc.. I almost puked. And usually depression will come after that. So I hope I don't feel suicidal the day of my surgery on Tuesday