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Old May 21, 2017, 04:57 PM
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Originally Posted by bioChE View Post
Do you need to get over the obsessions? Think about what he's saying objectively. You've posted some pretty funky shiit here about the 60's and though it was coherent as you wanted it to be, it did sound pretty obsessive

Then again maybe the right thing is to buy the shirt. As Elsa said, you're not asking for a Ferrari.
It is SO hard to look at the relationship between my husband and my illness objectively because the last time I was severely depressed, we were so far into the throws of divorce that our lawyers had drawn the papers. The ONLY reason he was leaving was he could take no more. I don't walk on egg shells because I refuse to live that way but I am quite terrified he will leave. I love him very much despite his roughness.

I am quite coherent. In fact if you didn't understand bipolar disorder and I didn't open my mouth with bizarre things, you would never even know. That is my nature, both manic and depressed. I know I become obsessed with things...different random things when I am manic...sometimes people, sometimes objects, different things. Yes, if I become obsessed with a person it can become bizarre and even dangerous but I hardly think this is an issue.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
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I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
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Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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