I'm sorry this happened to you. And I think people are going to hate me for saying this. But if I were on the jury in this rape case, I would say 'no, this was not rape'.

You were all drinking and sleeping together. Yes, he took advantage of you without your consent. But it was ambiguous, and you didn't really protest either.

You just put yourself in a vulnerable situation and got taken advantage of. But I would not convict this 'friend' of rape.