A heartfelt thanks to all of you who have posted. I appreciate each and every one of you.

Came in to check my PMs and answered them and because I'm such a curious creature, I checked on some threads I had been following. It saddened me greatly to see that abuse is still going on. Subject lines have changed but the abuse is still there. Little hidden phrases, adjectives... etc.

I find that I'm needing to take my Klonozepan now when I hadn't had to in years. That definetely tells me something, right!?

PC has changed... and I suppose it will always be in a constant state of flux. What saddens me is that memebers that have been here the longest don't set a good example for the newbies or returnees. Us old timers have lost some of our strength. Our caring gets lost somewhere and get misinterpreted.

"I'm sorry" to those that understand where I'm coming from and care about me. I don't need to stick around and be abused by virtual strangers. I'm going to retreat into my family where I am truly loved and appreciated. I'll be back after some healing and when I've "filled my own tank," even if some think it is hypocritical and selfish of me. They aren't in my skin.

To those that truly KNOW me and appreciate me, I LOVE YOU! I will be back!