I see your location is Egypt. Egypt if I remember right has a different way of doing things then america... here in america when children become adults they dont have to listen tot heir parents and can make their own choices. Egypt if i remember my history has a system where adult women must mind their parents until they marry and then their husband is the one in control.
the reason I bring this up is because normally I would suggest that you might be able to move away from your parents home , get a place of your own and in turn be able to make your own decisions. unfortunately this would not work if your parents are in control of your decision making rights until you marry.

maybe you and your parents can sit down with a therapist and talk about what kind of life they expect you to have vs what kind of life and love you want and maybe somewhere in the middle will be a great compromise that you, your parents and the laws in your location can work together.