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Originally Posted by Amyjay
i think so. I can play several instruments but sometimes I forget how to play. I have to wait until i remember again. sometimes when I forget if I move my fingers over the strings the memory comes back to them and they can play on their own. Sometimes the music comes and sometimes it doesn't.
I find the same with art. I am not artistic at all but sometimes I produce some very interesting pieces, pieces that amaze me. Several times other people have shown me things I made for them - a hand painted card or a framed painting - and they say I made it, but I have no memory of creating the image, or even a memory of the image at all. But they swear I made it for them. Art works also decorate my home.
I tried to show my therapist some images on my phone at my last therapy session but I forgot how to use my phone.
I forgot to add a question!
Do you have a friend?
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That is very interesting. I identify with that. There are times I know I've done beautiful artwork but I seem so disconnected from it. I try to draw or paint and stare at the page and can't seem to make anything well. But I did some photo collages recently that turned out stunning. I've been talking to Sire about art and found out he really enjoys it. I was in a strange frame of mind when I was doing them, and used an editing program he likes to use. I've been wondering if he was behind those projects.
It sounds like your artist wants to remain anonymous to your T and made you forget.
I have a very wonderful friend who is a friend to several of us. I thank God for her everyday, and I'm sure I'd have slid completely off my rocker over the last couple years if it weren't for her just listening to me in all my strangeness.
Do you have a friend among your alters/insiders?