I've been sick, lost a week of work. Tired of coughing. Sore throat. Was taking amoxicillin for something else and got a horrendous itchy rash all over my body! THEN I remember I've had the same rash twice before with amox but I guess I forgot. I stopped taking it the day the rash appeared but the itching has taken days to come to a halt. I couldn't even sleep. And I spent about 36 hours "stuck" and doing some very creepy but also very creative art projects and nothing else. I literally sat in one place or in bed working on those images for nearly the entire time. And I was feeling so odd--the pictures drip with triggery subconscious meaning and I feel like I'm barely understanding them even though I made them. Ha! I know better, though. I'm coconscious often and there have been many many times when I was in a state like a puppet, watching myself do things and even participating to an extent, but it was one of the others "driving the car". I know those are Sire's pictures. I doubt he will tell me anything about the meanings behind the pictures because he doesn't want to trigger me, but maybe eventually I'll be able to understand and handle it too.