i simply feel too much. i would love to grow up and become a doctor but the sight of someone in pain makes me physically sick. sometimes i cannot contain my anger or fear and explode on people who are near me only to help. i don't understand what i feel most of the time.
also, is it possible that my emotions are backwards? i feel terrified when i should be amazed and happy when i should be crying. does anyone else experience this?
i am possibly just exaggerating as i never feel my problems are enough to share but i think it would help to know that other people feel the same.