Ok...let's try this again, knock on wood. I'm feeling peaceful and content this morning. I usually feel this way early in the day, hopeful and optimistic. My mood darkens as the day goes on. I realize my trigger most days is lack of productivity...I just don't know how to resolve it. Even baby steps often doesn't work with me. I'll keep working on it. Hugs and best wishes to all who are having a tough time right now.