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Old May 22, 2017, 03:25 PM
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Originally Posted by DarknessIsMyFriend View Post
You're right. I'm not happy at all and it's unlikely that I ever will be.

I choose isolation and I bury myself in work and my hobbies so that I don't have to feel anything.

I could put the work into changing but I simply don't care enough to want to change at this point because I don't desire to put the work into changing and would rather put the work into doing something big with my life that people would actually care about instead.
So it's more important to have people care a job, material possessions than to care about you personally? What do you consider something "big in your Life" to be?
I'm glad you admitted that you are not happy. I'm not glad that you are unhappy, but that you realize the current plan is not working for what you are really wanting out of life. Do you have a goal or idea as to what a happy life would look like for you?
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