It seems that every time I walk down the street someone (usually a man) shouts crap out his window at me as he drives by. I've gotten everything from catcalls to insults to inaudible bs to roaring their engines at me as I cross the street then laughing when I jump. Today some guy (It sounded like a teenager but frankly I don't give a ****) said "ooh you're so fat!".
After these things happen I've been fantasizing aabout hurling a soda can or rock or other heavy object through their windows. It honestly scares me that I get so much satisfaction out of the thought of them paying for what they do to me. I'm 100% sure I would never actually do this-I've had plenty of these types of thoughts since being bullied in middle school but never acted on any of them.
So, is this normal? If not, what would you feel if you had been pushed and pushed and were at the end of your tether? I just want to be able to go where I need to go without being harrassed