Yes, a huge step, but I don't think I qualify.
Let me tell you something (that may result humorous). Getting good psych hospitalization is just for the rich, in luxurious clinics. Public hospitals will provide cures for free to anybody, but they will hardly accept you unless you are suicidal, homicidal, or acting out as a madman. As for the quality of cures... I have STRONG doubts about their efficacy. What is offered fro free to anyone, could not help being CHEAP.
But nothing bad is going to happen here. Just me being deadly sad from morning til night.
And of course I expect to ask the pdoc on monday.