they never found one for me...
i called my insurance company earlier and got some numbers to places nearby but i dunno if they have specialists there or not but hopefully find out tomorrow...

there is one i found but they never called back to tell me if they take my insurance.. and i cant afford to pay out of pocket...


i embarrass myself...
im going through a lot... please dont judge me...

it seems like i dont have a clue what im talking about anymore...