Hi! We spoke a few nights ago in Support Chat & I received your Thank You, you are quite welcome.It's great you posted in this forum, you chose just fine. I'd like to recommend another excellent forum I found so helpful. It is under the "Resources" main menu (under the Psych Central logo). Scroll down (alphabetical order) to the category "Suicide and Crises."It was invaluable to me during crisis stage.
Other recommended "hopelines"I've found:
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
www.suicide.org/
www.hopeline.com/
www.suicideforum.com/
Don't give in,you'll be in my thoughts & prayers. mp