I've been doing okay with a new app that I'm on offering poetry and art challenges to do lately it's helped me battle the issues I have with my little sister though I know it's not perfect.next year were moving out and I can't wait to get away from this place so many ghetto dumb people here it makes me afraid and sick.i finally found a residential facility that will take me since I'm 24 and it won't cost apparently though there may be a trick to that I'd have to stay there for six months. I've never been away from family that long.my mom says if I leave she won't wait for me she'll be gone.im so scared of being alone.i don't think I can do it.i think I'll be a lifer as my mom once said I can live with her forever those words along with all the things I'll never experience echo in my head. The world is probably to dangerous anyway maybe I should stay hidden.my sister just told me what happened at the Arianna grande concert 20 people dead.if I live here with my parents forever perhaps nothing bad will ever happen to me like that. By the way the pictures are my drawings