Finally coming out of the depression. Starting to clean but it's overwhelming, and it really hurts my back. I can only do a little at a time. Sick of one of my sisters always telling me I'm wrong. Before I was medicated I couldn't stand her, but now I find myself going out of my way for her approval. I'm sick of never being able to have an opinion. We've always struggled with getting along. We're very different. I'm layed back and open and she's very closed off and non emotional. It's such a long story.

I've found a car I'm probably going to buy which is exciting! Been out practicing driving. So I'm moving forward there. But it's like this sister isn't even happy for me. Blah it sucks being the youngest sometimes. I miss my mom. So very much!

Big hugs to everyone who is struggling!