well, for me, anytime im sick i start to think about how and how soon i can get well, what caused it, etc... so you're fine to ask about it... we really do care and wonder how you're getting along... im glad you're still coming here...

you should bring it up with your caregivers Blue... i know trust is hard because of what you've been through, so i wont pressure you more... just think about it..

if you're feeling better, then thats the point.. i pray there will not be a next time that it happens to you..

thank you for having faith in us Blue...