There are things that I'm not honest about and other things that I don't mention. It's not because I don't trust my T. I don't want to be judged eventhough she says that she doesn't judge. There are times that I also don't want to disappoint her with my progress. I struggle with things and I try to find ways around it. She does her part to help but I know from the past that when I don't make progress then she gets frustrated and things don't end well. I feel the need to make her think that I'm doing okay. I don't tell her the truth about my struggles. I do mention that I've struggled a bit but I'm trying to get on the right path.

I'm hoping that at some point I can just be honest and not care what anyone thinks.