I'm sorry for leaking all over this board yesterday. I realized soon after I did that I'm about to start my period and these intense feelings are likely due (at least in part) to
That. I'm feeling a little less stuck and hopeless after making that connection. I'm working with my primary doctor to find a solution to my intense PMS symptoms and hopefully soon this raging monster inside me won't leak out each month in such intense, overwhelming ways. I have so much I need to work on in my life. I'm stuck in a seemingly bottomless pit/dark deep hole and clawing out seems impossible but it's not....it's just hard and will take focused effort over a long period but hope is there.