Dear MC,
I feel like I should tell you something, but am not sure what. I don't really know what I'm feeling right now.

Well, OK, I'd like you to get back to us about whether you'll be in Monday and can see us the usual time, so I can mentally prepare myself either way (seeing you then or waiting 2 weeks).

But regarding yesterday's session...I don't know. And that's odd for me. It's not even like there's stuff I want to say but I'm afraid to. I mean, maybe I want to explain a little more because I probably seem to give you mixed messages at times. But you seemed to understand. Maybe something will come to me after I see T tomorrow...
Love,
LT