I really need to hear some success stories right now. My whole life might soon be turned upside down and inside out. I want to get off disability so bad, it might not ever be possible and I might just need therapy to cope with my disabled reality. I want to go back to school and finish my degree. I tested out of high school at age 12. I'm not stupid but I get in my own way and my brain doesn't allow me to think clearly far too often. I'm now on meds and plan to stick with it. I want to know that change in possible, real true lasting change. I want to get out of my own way and realize some of this potential that is inside me. I want to be whole. I'm in my early 40's and have lots of physical and mental obsticles. Anyone ever in my boat and turned it all around? I'd like to hear your successes, no matter how big, or how small. I need some hope right now.