I am dead inside, I want to be alive and myself, not dead and other people. I always become other people when with someone. I had done all kinds of stuff, meditation techniques, whatever to not get lost in others but doesn't help. Or maybe it's just projecting my issues on them.
I'm cofused.
I want to feel alive but for days now the world seems to be unreal to me.
Sorry for the rant.
I'm lost