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Originally Posted by Emptty
Do you ever fantasize about being abused again in order to get the same attention you did at the time or to try and fight back harder to stop it?
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This, but not in the way you think. I can never abuse another person or child. I am very protective of children and animals and people who are being abused to the point where I get very angry. This is why I became a counselor: to help people like me who were sexually abused as children get the help that I never got.
I'm super ashamed to admit this and I'm being very vulnerable here. I can't even talk about it in therapy. I only mentioned it once or twice and was so ashamed I switched topics.