Thanks MM. you and I seem to have several things in common and we share the same diagnosis so I will probably be reaching out to you in the future as I think you'd understand. Unless a person has experienced delusions they simply can't understand how it effects me....how it torments me....how it makes me question my reality even when I shouldn't. I think mine is mostly delusion delusion too and my husband and I talked about it, I felt heard and feel more hopeful right now. I think what I need to do is have my whole family come to counseling with me for awhile and learn proper strategies for handling me when I'm delusional. I think that will help me feel safe and will hopefully help my family too. I just want us to be a team and help each other.

Thanks for listening MM.