I feel like I might have this a little. All my life I have noticed there are certain men who flat out hate me immediately. I mean when I use that word... I mean I actually fear they could hurt me if they got the chance. I can't even imagine what I might have done and sometimes have hardly talked to them. I have wondered if I have a smell or a pheromone that sets them off. Or there could be a look to me that scares them or something. But it isn't that way with all men. I would say about 7% of men react this way to me. I have considered that maybe they are secretly attracted but, I really doubt that. I feel it has something to do with my being over weight? But I am not that overweight.

I guess I will never know.