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Old May 24, 2017, 11:12 AM
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I'm with Jacky...you are awesome anyway.

I worked full time, once keeping 5 kids...2 of which were mine...that were 5 and under. Talk about stressful! I really think keeping all of those kids is what caused such a madness in me. Anyway, I worked part or full time for over 10 years (about 8 of those years in denial that I was sick) and held a typical and overall stable life.

Now, I'm with you. Applying for disability but believing I am too young. Losing the first job away from home after just 3 months and feeling like I'll never achieve long term stability. I realize now I will have to make raising my kiddos and keeping my house my carreer. That will have to be enough and it is important any way. I do love doing it but it does sometimes make me crazy.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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