I was diagnosed bipolar 1 with psychotic features by an actual psychiatrist, it took me some time but I've now accepted it. A psychologist ran a butt load of tests (too like 4 hrs) and came to the conclusion of schizoaffective disorder. I've never accepted that diagnoses and I still fight them to this day. My new pdoc disagrees with the schizoaffective diagnosis and agreeed with me that it's bp 1 with psychotic features. So we're on the same page there.