Content is peaceful. Peaceful is a dream to me right now. I have moments of happiness these days but that doesn't mean I'm content. The moment I'm content, someone comes along with a cattle prod to my azz to say "no, not for you" it's impossible to even be content when nobody will allow it. When the moment I smile, I get slapped upside the head for it. Oh, how I dream of being content. What a dream. I'm glad to hear it actually exists....I thought it was like an elusive pink unicorn, a fairytale little girls made up to escape the harsh realities of the real world.
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