I hear you Elsa
feeling "peaceful" has never ever come to me easy either.
I think what wirewister is saying is he is at ease with his life. mood swings will come and they will (hopefully go)
but he is kind of using the buddhist thing of "total acceptance"
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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